the exam reflection

hmm. aft yesterday's A for my fom presentation n today's A in crs. i'm starting to feel spurred on to study. the feeling of victory sure is motivational. true, i screwed up major papers tis mst.. not scoring in subs i'm supposed to. sighs.

if i continue tis trend of downward spiral, i cld well undo my previous sem's effort, pull down my gpa, regret for 3 yrs, fail to get admitted into uni, get a low-paying job, nv get promoted, nv start a family n die a lonely girl.

haha. tis is wat they call 'worst case beliefs' in psycho. where one makes a mountain out of a molehill.. nevertheless, i muz remain optimistic abt my seemingly bleak future. there is still 40% worth of mrks to salvage the sub-standard mst!!!! oh man.. gotta go hit the books, joy!!! n someone promised to study with me hor. lalala! =)

nothing to be complacent abt anyway.. those As r only reflected in really tiny proportions. stats! accounts! econs! the major gpa determinants.. arrggghhh!!!

strive, i must.